Friday, December 30, 2005

Strange and Beautiful-Aqualung

i think i will love chuggi forever and ever and ever and ever for telling me about this song.DIE if u dont listen to this soon enuff.



I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me
I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me

Yeah
Ye-ah

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes
I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me
I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
Cause I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me, yeah

Yeah
Ye-ah
Yeah
Ye-ah

smelly sleep

have u ever noticed that sleep has a certain smell to it?i dont think i like it much.for one,it gets to ur head.secondly,its contagious.i went to zahra's the other day at like 2-3 in the afternoon.aunty was like 'oh,GOOD,ur here.u can go wake her up now'.i laughed and proceeded to her room.i opened her door,and it hit me.the stench of sleep!the room REEKED of it.i swear,one moment i'm dizzy,the next,i'm snuggling up to warm z in her bed,nd she's SO glad to c me.'MUahahaha!i have conquered yet another!',she claimed sleepily.Puggy came in from her art exam and joined us.we napped for like...4 hrs!FUN!=D.thts u i think smelly sleep is danjerrus:s

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

if God had a master plan,that only He understands,i hope its ur eyes He's looking thru...

i'vedecided tht its a scam.all of it.being and becoming,nodding and understanding.we're prisoners,and we're meant to stay tht way.then y do so many of us want to break free?for prominence?i guess.side-step with me and ull know....nothing.I have absolutely nothing on me. i was telling saif abhi tht i wanna know everything about everything.from the beginning of the world.it got hard trying to concentrate wen he reached alexander the gr8(how'd he do tht so fast,btw?).i saved the convo under 'saif's lecture' for baad mein.o,nd we minused religion from the story cuz we're in tht phase where we're in tht phase where we're confused about who we want to be.



i have a lot to say today,particularly cuz i havent sed nething for quite some time now.every1 cant be like mina malik,i guess,who is fortunate enuff to juggle LUMs,tennis,reading copiously and blogging all the same time.its crazy i tell u.


sometimes i walk alone in college(too bad it doesnt happen all the time,cuz then i'd think more hence write more).neway,wat was i saying?yes,walking alone .its a wonderful feeling if u savour it.Bia ki yehi prob hai ke woh kisi cheez ko savour nahin karti.except make-out sessions HAHAHAH.(she told me tht herself,nd thnk God she's one of my *secretive* (yet hot) frnds who no one knos about!=D)(nd no she's not imaginary=p).so neway,bak to the divine feeling of walking alone.u notice more and connect more with the stuff tht ur supposed to connect to.as is our primitive instinct.so NEWAY,this little,little squirrel crosses my path,and i stop to let it pass (its common courtesy for those who dont have ne.my mama taught me manner=p).not only did i let it pass,i watched it try to catch a ball of white fluffy stuff tht it thought was food but actually wasnt,get it?so there i'm standing,in a swarm of grls roaming around,watching a squirrel catch a ball of dust.hahaaahhahahahahahaahha.it was fucking funny,man.also,this group of grls go 'dude (no it was more of a 'zahrah,yaar?') are you ok?'.*shrug*.i've never been more intense,i sed.it wasnt a surprise tht they were flabbergasted,i'm quite the eccentric at KC.so neway,i dont remember the point of the tale,there was something moralistic somewhere,i forgot=s.



i'm happy.truly,truly,honest to goodness happy.my frnds are coming bak!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D.Bia nd me were discussing the other where our real home was,both of us being paki americans.as much as i wud like the Maldives to be my home,i think its Pakistan.no wait,i'm getting tingly as i write tht,which means i'm still confused.i'll get bak on tht wen i'm absolutely,positively sure where i belong.


moving on,ppl i think have changed for the weirder:
1.Hub
2.saba
3.saif
4.mk
5.musa
6.lots of other ppl,yaad nahin aa rahe
7.complan
8.mozez(basturd)

ppl who havent changed,which cud be a gud thing:
1.ME(very imp,considering the fact tht i'm bipolar)
2.Sal
3.manno
4.beebs
5.lashari
6.zahra
7.maryam
8.chuggi
9.lots of other ppl


change is good if u develop eFFectively.not weirdly=p.may i add tht i dont think anum awan is hygienic?hahahahahhahah.wow its amazing how much better u feel after writing so much=).ta!

blue peace