Thursday, October 05, 2006

sleep to dream her

i lack inspiration.its a simple thing everyone needs once a day or once in a lifetime even,and i lack that.little rays of unbearable light seep through a lot of small things that i am collecting...absorbing like a sponge..like that day my phupho got me a 'guess' designer bag as a birthday present,and the spanish counter lady goes 'you have a really nice mom',and i'm all like..hmm..should i answer that or let it be?or when i walk up and down that really crooked hilly thing me and fooks call 'The Hill' where i'd love to take mani someday..or when i'm fiddling with my hair and listening to the train pass by very noisily.there are so many things here that could tickle the fancy of say..alice cooper..or c.m.bower or even nicole richie.but nothing's happened..no..spark.like maha said one fine forgotten day 'don't lose the focus,once you've lost it,you're gone'.and i think i'm losing it.i honestly think i am.

back to this marvellous song i was about to promote before i drifted.
I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To twist her arms now

She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
I beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

Oh, I came there to find out
Find out she made up her mind, oh
My arms are all tied up
To me she was blind

Mmm, this space between us
Where wingless dreams fall earless
Will you not bear me witness
With your back to me now

It seems so unnerving
Yet still somehow deserving
That she could hold my heart so tightly
And still not see me here

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

I know I’ll miss her later
I wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes
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