I am.....bemused..at the monster I've become.I did not mean for it to end like this, I have never been mean to anyone. Not to this extent. Oh well, I suppose? Not that I knew any of these people particularly well, nor will I get a chance to know them and not that it matters anymore. I do not feel responsible for anyone but you.
I am sorry it had to come to this.
For your sake, I am sorry.