Tuesday, February 24, 2009

freedom

stuck
festsitzen
mb3009
phass gayi
its so weird. whenever things get better, they simultaneously get worse.
i know a bunch of this isn't my fault, and here i will directly paraphrase a quote from a movie:
'Its just..when you're with someone so...good......*pause*...it..it makes you feel..'
'It makes you feel like shit. I understand'.

Monday, February 09, 2009

radiohead high

i'm not here
this isn't happening..

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

iiiiiiiii am soooooooooooo tireddddddddddd

definitely in need of more consistency.
one constant : the mother, and thank GOD for that.
so i'm stressing out too much and because of that, breaking out too much, and not really getting much done, it may SEEM like i'm smart? but i'm not really. most of the times i know what i'm on about, but most of the times its a lot of made-up, eavesdropped stuff.
this whole double major thing seemed like an amazing idea, but now the confidence and the ambition is waning so now i'm kinda like...eh..BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH. its unbelieveable!
i love being swamped and being poor and not having time to eat and carrying 17.5 lbs on my back and having so much to do and still finding the time in between to hang out with people i find mildly interesting/influencing or people who just smell nice and then going out and buying princess-shaped spaghetti o's.